RedStick Ragazza has gone back to school! Unfortunately, it seems lately that the people who have the most power to make my life miserable, also seem to be wanting me to fail.
Ok, so let me step back from being so dramatic and re-phrase that. It seems these days that my pathway to reaching my goals is inconvenient for others. Therefore, they just don’t do anything to aid me along the way. Even the dog seems to be laughing at me as she pisses on my sheets. Maybe if they don’t make it easy I’ll give up and go back to what I was doing before? Umm… No, boo-boo. If anything, it will just make me try that much harder. I’m pretty damn stubborn that way.
I mean, I get it- you have a business to run, you need to have long-drawn out conversations with me about nothing, you want me to stay home with you all day long, etc. I’m clearly abandoning you to do something that is only for my own self-serving purposes. I mean, I could talk all day about how I feel that I’ve been called by God to do this until I’m as blue as my uniform, but it doesn’t matter. All you will hear is blah-blah-I find it so rewarding, It-makes-me-so-blahblah-happy.
I’m hoping that this perceived disdain for my return to school is only in my head.
